Desperately Dreaming

Lately, I have been working super hard. Trying to make sales and pay off my bills but also I have been dreaming alot lately. I been dreaming about love for the past week or so and it pains me sometimes. Dreams to me, especially if they are about love, is like a tease to me. You can have this but then you can't. I dream alot about love about the romance the chemistry. I desperately am searching to find the one but like many have said
" don't find love, love will find you." This got me thinking. If we told everyone that then who will be the one that is searching for you?

The men that I have been dreaming about is tall dark handsome. But I can never see his face. I can feel his warm embrace but everytime I turn around to look at his face or kiss him, he disappears. Don't you just hate those dreams where you are about to kiss them then POOF they are gone or you wake up? But I also dream about famous people too but then again what are my chances with them right?

I hate to dream about love because it is a tease. A tease that says this is what you can have but you cannot have it. I will let u taste it but you cannot eat it. One day i will find love. Someone who is tall, taller than me. Dark hair dark eyes. I will even settle for green or blue. I know that I will find it. Its a little harder right now, now that i have some cleaning up to do in my life. But someway somehow i will find that man that will treat me right and not like all the other men that treated me like a sex toy.